Glasses.....

My name is Bel and I. WEAR. GLASSES.

There, I have admitted it. I don't like it. But I do.

And I just had to spend $700 on new glasses and contacts. It's only my second pair of glasses. Part of me is excited about my new glasses because they are kinda cute. The other part is angry, annoyed, resentful that I HAVE to wear glasses.

I HATE wearing glasses.

It's so stupid but I really hate it. I feel so ugly when I wear them. When I put them on I feel like I become invisible, gain 10 kilograms and automatically acquir a hideous outfit. It's so stupid, but I do.

I don't know why... maybe it stems back to one day... yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaars ago my dad said 'it would be shame if I had to wear glasses because it would hid eyour big eyes and eyelashes'.... but I just dislike it.

I should get over it. At least I can see. As a friend says 'Can you wipe your own arse? Can you feed yourself? Then get the f**k over it'.

Or as I say.... suck it up, Princess.

It's sucked up. I'll look sexy secretary in them. HOT.